addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
off the ground so we never fall down again
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
tagboard ;
guestbook
why did she have to suddenly remind me of it. now i'm totally grrrhhhh. i don't want it to affect me so much anymore but somehow it just does. well at least it feels like a long, drawn out, vivid nightmare now. a bit more distant..
haha if Freud's principle of psychic determinism is true, i think that further confirms that i'm a horribly disturbed person. hahah...
i think i should go out and run now ..atone for my bingeing sins and release some of that horrid energy that's building up inside of me. !!!!!! RARH.